Finally, its all coming back to me now. Slowly, but yes its coming back. It has come to a point now that I am totally lost of words. I can't describe how hurt I am right now. I cant describe how sad I am now. But what I know is, I did try my best to appreciate things around me including you. It seems that every little things is affecting our relationship, affecting your feelings for me. Thus, it hurts. Why couldnt I feel loved by someone I love the most. Is it so much to ask? Sigh. Should I stay, or should I go? Will there be a better day for me?

P.s. Its not a good week for me. :(